Monday, November 30, 2009

UPDATE101.

holiday! ---YAAAAY! free time to do my leisure activities and this includes sharing my daily activities to my dearest blog. here we go.


new schedule for the 2nd semester -- monday to thursday -duty; fri - lecture NCM 105; saturday - CA class..
how do i feel about this crap sched? TIRING! we have to accomplish requirements for our duty as well as our reportings for our lecture class. PLUS objective type of tests for NCM 105. we student nurses lack sleeps making our eyes look likes racoon's eyes! how pitiful. 


dec.2 - dec 5? = university week! BUT for us, nursing students, it doesn't seems like it is U-week. we'll have our duty and make up class. looks like we're not part of the celebration huh? and we'll miss the opening day! how rude! im excited though with this celebration but after knowing the regular duty and make-up sched, ugh! nevermind!! 
--and this only means i couldn't watch--hmm--whom i want to watch! haha. ;)


speaking of --whom i want to watch -- i got a question for you? "are we friends or not?" ang arte eh. hehe. ;) 


xoxo. malditacath.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

random thoughts :)


2nd day of my duty on the delivery room for the second semester. i need to complete 5 cases of actual, 5 assists and 5 cordcare. i still need cases!! so not to have my completion duty on my christmas break :) XD 







2nd day of bonding with my new groupmates. so far, we're getting pretty well and hopefully for the rest of the semester :) no major conflicts please :)



3rd day of reminiscing the moment. hihi ^^. i can't help but smile when i remember that day! XD ooops! blush blush. ^^ i'm quite easy to please especially if i like the person. haha. we have plans to meet that day with some friends but S wasn't able to show up, so i end up meeting N with his friend B :) i was shocked when he called me asking where am i and telling me to meet them ^^ aaw! 


 
beans were spilled--shocked. this morning i was able to chat with a friend and found out some things that made me think and just said "wow! really?!" 












**HE'S JUST SO SWEET AND SOMETIMES IT'S TOO BAD FOR MY HEART. hahaha. ^^.

xoxo. malditacath.

Monday, October 26, 2009

CAN'T HELP BUT CRY.

it's been months since i wrote my last blog.


these past few weeks were really devastating for my part, my lolo was rushed in the hospital, first in AUFMC then Mt.Carmel and currently in St. Luke's now. he is in CCU and hopefully will be cured and regain his health.I was not ready for this situation because as what the other people have said, he is just doing well and kicking then suddenly he was hospitalized. I'm close to crying when i went to his unit awhile ago. he has tubes and is restrained because he keeps on removing the contraptures. he can't talk because of the ET and i can't bear seeing him trying to talk to us knowing that he can't utter a word.


I just said to him, "Lolo, magpagaling ka ne, just pray always. atyu kami mu ketang luwal, edaka lakwan" then he just keep on nodding. :((


i can't stop my tears while i'm writing this . :'(


guys, please help me pray for the speedy recovery of my dearest lolo. :)


xoxo. malditacath.

Monday, August 24, 2009

letting you go. It seems there's nothing to wait.. xoxo. malditacath.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

unsure.

hndi ko lubos na maintindihan ang ating sitwasyon. ano ba talaga tayo?!

xoxo. malditacath.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

napaka-tagalog. ^^.

it's been weeks after my last post. school stuff is to blame here. ahaha :) school stuff gave us headache for the past few weeks. it also made us hypoglycemic. :( hard candies please. ^^.

thoughts are disorganize again, don't know what to write. magtagalog kaya ako? ma-try nga. :)

Sa nakaraang mga araw, ako'y nawalan ng social life. hindi ako nakakasama sa mga kasiyahan ng aking mga kaibigan dahil sa dami ng ginagawa sa eskwela. alam ko parte ito ng pagiging estudyante lalong-lalo na ako'y nasa ika-apat na taon na ng aking kurso. hindi ko makakaila na nakakadagdag ito ng pressure para sa'min. bawal na ang magbulakbol at baka maudlot pa ang pagmartsa sa marso. :)

pero sa mga nakaraang araw, ako'y nagkaroon ng pagkakataon na magliwaliw. haha! at sinamantala ko tlga, nakakauwi ako halos madaling araw na, buti nalang hindi ako napapagalitan. cguro'y narealize din ng aking lolo at lola na kailangan ko din ang magsaya. hahahaha! ^^. PERO ako'y makukulong nanaman sa pagaaral sa susunod na dalawang linggo! thesis defense na sa august 11. argh! makapasa sana kami Lord. :)


xoxo. malditacath.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Back to ZERO

have you felt your on the peak of happiness and then suddenly you fell on the hardest ground on earth? that is LIFE.

it's hard to accept and to move on if you fell from the highest peak of your success. it's tantamount to say-- BACK to ZERO again! I salute people who were able to handle such situations in their lives. I thought this scenario could only be seen in soap operas. I was wrong, it really happens. Ofcourse, I don't want to experience such painful events in my life-- but no one can resist FATE. nevertheless, i'm praying for the GOOD and POSITIVE things in my life.

xoxo. malditacath.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

LIFE is BEAUTIFUL.

I thank God for giving me life. THANK YOU LORD. :)

HE gave me a beautiful family.
He gave me wonderful grandparents, who cared for me and guide me. He gave me responsible and loving parents--that raised me properly. He gave me a brother, whom I can talk to with anything. He gave me awesome aunts and uncles to remind me. He gave me cousins to bond with. recently, He gave us a bouncing baby girl--mielle! i love you my beautiful cousin! :)

He gave me friends I can laugh with.
He gave me wonderful friends that i could talk until we all drop. :) He gave me unsderstanding and supportive friends. He gave me God-fearing friends whom i could get strength. Thank you God. :)


Life is so beautiful.
Treasure every moment of it.


xoxo. malditacath.



Friday, July 10, 2009

MY MAN :)

He is God-fearing, hardworking, patient, understanding, responsible, loving parent, and the best dad! :) he never failed to show his love and affection to his family. I know Dad that you're doing sacrifices to suffice us a good future and a good life. I appreciate it so much. :) remember that we love you. :) 

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! :)
enjoy your special day! :)

hope to be with you soon ;)
we miss you. 

xoxo. malditacath.

one down.

YEEES! community is finally over! :)) so happy. 

apology to the past posts. i know i was harsh. i know, i make mistakes. afterall, im only human. :) but i will not promise not to write a post that is not so good. *how many "nots" did i used in that statement?* haha! :) 

realizations were made just to wake us up! never been bonded like this as a group ever. Thank God. :)

xoxo. malditacath.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

BY REQUEST.

Due to public demand. here it goes guys! :)

Whoever you are, WATCH YOUR ATTITUDE! If you know that you have an attitude problem, try to change for the BETTER and not for the worst. I may appear as a villain in your life in writing this, but mind you--this is what I--we see regarding your behavior. Yes, you're kind but your inconsiderate, selfish and you try to hurt someone else just to save yourself. *hindi ka ba nahihiya sa sarili mo?* I was informed that you were warned last semester about the same issue also--and now, your going back to your old self once again. Can't you see that we're not talking to you? yes, im guilty of it. it is just because I'm really IRRITATED with your attitude or maybe the *WHOLE you*! You are also being abusive to someone--i don't need to mention her name-- remember, you're the one asking for favors but still you are the one who has the courage to be angry. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE ANGRY! remember that!

REMINDER FOR YOU: SELFISHNESS WILL NOT BRING YOU ANYWHERE, IT WILL JUST BECOME WORST AS BEING GREEDY! SELFISHNESS AND GREED ARE RELATIVES *IN CASE YOU DON'T KNOW*!

negative comments will be highly appreciated.

xoxo. malditacath.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Pouring Rain

it's been a long day in school. :( 6 hours of lecture for one subject only. WTH. and our topic?--HEART. how i hated this topic. UGH!

the clouds are crying for now and it's tears dropped to my head, arms, body and shoes! :( *ako'y basang-basa sa ulan* hahaha! :) Raindrops gives me the feeling of loneliness. i just don't know why. *ang sarap magmuni-muni pero nakakainis dahil nakakalungkot* i kinda miss doing the *gandus* thingy. *blush* (*'.'*) it's been awhile ah. i wanna have some fun! :) oooops, not the kind of fun your thinking! ;)

ok, duty again for tomorrow! UGH! I hate you community. REALLY. your making my life miserable and i will make yours miserable too! watch out! Thank God it's our last week! Yeeeehhheeey for us. :D --welcome to ER, ICU and Hemodialysis duty next week! *kinda nervous though*

I love you Turk's shawarma. You're the best! mmmmm. ;)

xoxo. malditacath.


Friday, July 3, 2009

living a hell for a while :((

"I will make your life a living hell, don't dare me!"
"I'll make you realize your NOT worth loving."

These are my recent updates for my FB account. i'm kinda frustrated in everything this past few days especially on my duty days.

FIRST POINT. DO YOUR RESPONSIBILITY. I (or should i say WE) expect so much from you and PLEASE don't throw the line "you're already 4th year yet you don't know this blah blah" to us! it irritates our ears. really. Discuss things that are important and add information after reporting. i hated it when you said, "hindi naman kayo nagtatanong eh" and there are questions in our quizzes that were not discussed during the reporting! WTH. If you were concerned, you'll add information like what other instructors do. we don't need to ask, they readily add info after the reporting if the reporter failed/missed something. do you get my point?

SECOND POINT. WATCH YOUR FACIAL EXPRESSIONS. or it's better to say "DON'T MAKE FACE". everyone hates this habit. so please, avoid making facial expressions. Considering that you're the eldest(?) or you serve as a 'good' model for us. DO YOU WANT TO BE REMEMBERED BY US AS *PLASTIC*? think girl!.

THIRD POINT. DON'T BE SUCH A "MAARTE"! we need to accomplish something and yet you yourself showed hesitance in doing our task. yes, it's hot--we can't do anything about the weather so stop being so "maarte". *hindi lang naman ikaw ang naiinitan, lahat ng tao.* As much as possible, we want to meet the deadline of our task, we're very determined actually.

LASTLY. DONT BE SUCH A VOODOO. no need to elaborate this. :)

this is just my OPINION people. can't help but voice it out.
negative reactions or comments will be accepted. :)

xoxo. malditacath.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Dilemma.

2010--- election time! I'm not yet registered.registration will be closed probably by October. I'm having this dilemma if I will vote for the coming elections. as of now, I don't like any of the popping names vying for the presidency. so for now, i decided not to register.

My grandma keeps on reminding me to go to the municipal hall to get a voter's ID. i just said "yes" for the sake of saying it. i also remember grandma's line -- "if you'll not vote, the government will not recognize you"-- this statement has good point. Since the government provides its people benefits or whatsoever. BUT I'm looking for HONEST government officials whom I could trust my vote. As what my classmate have said, "a vote would mean a trust". I voted you because I trusted you--that you could be a good model to your people and will be able to implement programs that do not promote corruption in any way. I know, I'm being very unrealistic with this, but is this not what we want?
who want to have a government which is corrupt, inconsiderate and greedy? no one, i guess.

I'm not a PRO or OPP-government. This is just my opinion people. I'm a youth and I expect so much from the government, what it could instore for us in the future.
xoxo. malditacath.

Monday, June 29, 2009

UPDATES: Tipsy sunday evening. 3 dreaded quizzes. BEST of friends. introducing my GROUP 8. :)

TIPSY SUNDAY EVENING. after attending CLP, the plan is to eat BBQ then will go to ate joie's house and have a drink of *the bar*. CHANGE of PLANS-- we went to a BBQ house instead and drank RH. haha! :) we went home at around 10pm. AND that was EARLY eh. *agree?* upon arriving at our house, I looked at myself in the mirror and i realized i'm pale! isn't it, a drunk person's face should be red as cherry? *pero ako, namutla* haha. strange! i also received a message from someone i didn't expect. o-la-la-la. guess who. hahaha. :)

3 DREADED QUIZZES. it's monday, i had hangover drama and i took three quizzes. 2 for competency appraisal and 1 for NCM103. i thought i will not pass, but THANK GOD i did! yaaaay for me. :)

BEST of FRIENDS. i had a great time with my friend, G! we went to SM and ate Turk's shawarma. yumyum. :) since our class will be at 1pm pa, we decided not to go home early. haha. considering that we have a quiz tomorrow. haha. enough of the quizzes, im getting sick of it! i helped her find a gift for her friend's birthday--a set of combs. hahaha! :) i told her to go home na because i felt the urge to defecate. eeww. hahahaha! i had a great time G! see you tomorrow! :)

INTRODUCING MY GROUP 8. formerly Group 55 :) no hard feelings people :) this is very subjective ;)

*ARIANNE* -- leader of the group. included in the voodoo clan. ;) patient? can be. haha. intelligent and loves to do pathophysiology of the diseases. *i dont know what patho brings to make her enjoy doing it*

*ATE ZHY* -- loading. haha ^^. very kind. she makes us laugh with her *out of the blue jokes*. she is a PSYCH graduate people :) treasurer of the group and she's good in handling our funds-- keep it up ate zhy. :) pressured by us to have a new bf. haha! just what karen have said, "we're just concern ate zhy" ;)

*ATE JULIE* -- hot mama. having a beautiful face and a figure masks the fact that she has three beautiful children.*hindi talaga halata* grabbed the title of 1st runner up Miss U during her time. ;) MAPOISE. solid. :)

*FAY* -- sensitive one. has a strong faith, studious and obedient. she's afraid of violating rules. ;) law abider.

*KAREN* --chuchay. has a little voice--her attention getter when talking. :) she has a cute voice especially when she sings. ;) she could publish a KAREN's dictionary--words invented by her intentionally or unintentionally. ^^

*CJ* --thinks differently. ^^ she has really *unique* opinions. ne groupmates? haha. CJ syndrome. don't need to elaborate this, she might say-- "nasasaktan din ako". hahahahaha! :) GINGER. GINGER. hahaha.

*GAPS* --straight forward. taga-load ng bayan. :) sometimes she is usually misunderstood because of being straight forward. she says what she thinks. kaya BEWARE. :)

*BUNGS*--another voodoo. twin sister of chuchay. :) smile bungay! wave addict ^^. smart. one of the *pasaways* of the group. A certified GG! :)

*PEARL* --electrifying dancer. very flexible! ;) my partner in crime. she usually laughs so hard and very dear to her friends. A certified GG!

*KURS* --anne curtis of the group. *may bayad yan kuryang!* haha. my partner in crime as well. text addict. NBSB--just like me. BUT has many boylets. :) very talkative and fun to be with. *eya kakawalan sasabyan* ;) zanjoe fanatic! aawayin niya ang nanglait sa pinakamamahal niyang si zanjoe. ^^. a certified GG!

*BRYAN* --only guy. small but small. ^^. very thrifty. *pwede ng magloan sa kanya* hahaha. cry baby? peace bry! :) maasahan naman to eh. :)

*guys, napansin nyo ba, parang positive lahat ne? ganyan ako kabait na kagroup.* ^^.

xoxo. malditacath.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

PISSED OFF!!!!

RAAAARR! not in the mood to talk to anyone right now. i want to cry because im really pissed off!!!!!!!

Nakakainis ka. sobra! bakit kailangan mong sabihin yun? yan tuloy, pati ako nadamay. alam mo yun, nakakabadtrip! ang saya-saya ko dahil dun eh, nakaplano na lahat ng bibilhin ko gnyan. pero anong nangyari? nakakapikon ka. sobra. aaay! alam ko napaka babaw nito, pero alam mo yun, napikon ako ng sobra. nasira na lahat. lahat lahat. tapos sumabay pa yung mga iba. iiiih. *makasora*. ayaw kitang makita. solid!

WHAT A BAD SUNDAY I HAD JUST BECAUSE OF YOU!!!


xoxo. malditacath.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Password.

happy. :) i just can't help but smile. so weird! *pero anaka langi* are you like N? hahaha. *im having fun using initials.* such a GG fan. :) i like your credentials. VERY MUCH. :)) i want to talk to you more often. *fingers crossed* :)

anyway, this is the time i want to talk about the PASSWORD thingy. :)

He WAS my HS crush. Period. haha.
Sporty, *kinda* cute (hahaha), taken.
i dont know, why can't i change my password for my accounts. even for my new and recent one, it's the same password i'm using. maybe because i just don't want to be confused of having too many password to remember. that's kinda hard. :)

i cant really share a lot of things about him. he might read this. hahaha. *worried?* hahaha. i find it embarrassing though.


xoxo. malditacath.

NEW P. :)

nye nye. :) haha. may bago. :)
-thanks ate ivee. hahahaha. ;)
but I really miss M. ;(

xoxo. malditacath.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

big HELLO to stress.

it's been two weeks after the classes resume. and we are already bombarded with too many schoolworks-- reportings, thesis, survey for COPAR, school teaching, mother's class, drug study,family case analysis and not to mention the dreaded quizzes of all times. hmp! *eka mate?!*

REPORTINGS. my topic is IMCI and upto now, i don't know how to present it. it's too complicated and broad and i'll be the 4th person to report. 1 down, 2 persons to go. need some help. :'( DRUGS. i have three drugs to report-- chloroquine, DEPO Provera and chloramphenicol.*bahala na*
THESIS. *walang kamatayang thesis!* it will be due on the 2nd week of July i think. extension please :) PLEASE.

SURVEY for COPAR. this is a requirement for our community duty. we need to survey atleast 3000 individuals. just imagine that--3000! we haven't started yet, for God's sake. do you think we could meet our quota? i don't think so. :(

SCHOOL TEACHING. it is also a part of our duty in the community. we are assigned in Pulungbulu. we were given the permission by the school principle to discuss one topic to the students in the public school of the community. Most probably, we will consume 30 minutes for this activity. We've decided to discuss A(H1N1) to 12 sections from different grade levels. 1 student nurse is to 1 class--48 students. can i handle the students?? let's see. this is our first time to discuss a topic individually in a school teaching. to get the attention of our listeners, we've decided to give tokens--PENCIL. :) i also bought 10 pieces of *special tokens* for those students who could answer my questions after my discussion. wish me luck :)

MOTHER'S CLASS. another requirement for duty in the community. we need to invite mothers and will discuss topics to give awareness about health-related topics. this will be held in the health center on the 1st week of July.

FAMILY CASE ANALYSIS. we need to immerse or visit our chosen family in the community for us to accomplish this requirement. Thank God, it is not handwritten :) thank you, ma'am Rachelle :D

QUIZZES. lecture time. pre-test and post test for the Competency Appraisal subject. i hate pre-tests, it gives me the feeling of dumbness. i feel like i don't know anything. NCM104 quizzes. 8 unit-subject. whaaat?! afraid to fail ofcourse. 1st quiz was fine. :) but i don't know for the coming quizzes. haha. haaay!


STRESS--i don't know you.

xoxo. malditacath.

BULAG KA BA?

nakakainis. sobra. grrr!

why can't you talk to me? can't you see me? *duh* oooot.
we dont have the chance to see each other na nga, tapos gnyan pa.*tayo ba?* HINDI. haha. iih!
i will be satisfied kahit isang message lang. *desperate?* not really.

actually dalawa kayo eh. ung isa naman jan, invisible.
akala mo di ko alam? ALAM KO. ALAM NA ALAM.


xoxo. malditacath.

Alone.

woke up at around 1 am, thinking. hoping to receive a text message from you. sadly, when i looked at my phone, your name was not on my inbox. :(

missing you badly M. :(
xoxo. malditacath.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

moved.

yes. afternoon class only. :) bored bored bored.

hmm. want to show some love but i cant. :(
can't see you for the longest time and
i feel like im dyin'.
miss those days.

miss you M. :)

xoxo. malditacath.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

AFTER CLP.

Yes. i attended. see? it just proves that i'm still a *good* Christian :) though the service team was nearly outnumbered by the participants --BAD NEWS. and i'm GUILTY as charged. i just received a text message from a friend who is also a member of the SFC community where in she did mentioned *good points* regarding the attendance. and i totally agree with her. :) IT'S NOT FOR OURSELVES BUT WE ARE DOING ALL THESE FOR *HIM* SOLELY. im not saying these stuff because i'm ALWAYS complying with the activities but as a CONCERNED member of the community :) I hope all of you guys could attend the *baptism* of the participants this coming sunday :) see you there :)

The CLP ended at around 7pm? it was a bit late. and ate *fishballs* mmm. i was able to eat fishballs, kikiams, squidballs worth twenty pesos. i was not able to eat dinner. GOOD. *diet* haha. :) is this true?? :)) BUT was scolded by grandma-- "mangan naka, enaka nanaman mangan? mantun ka atang sakit mu eh, kayi ekaman magalmusal bukas knyan". :/ yes. these past few days, i'm not eating breakfast before i leave the house for some schoolwork and eventhough i just stay at home, i don't eat my breakfast; brunch instead. so, is this a good practice? OFCOURSE NOT. considering that i'm inclined with a medical course, i should know that this is not good. HARD HEADED eh? *yes* :/ there, i admitted it.

After being scolded, I just sat infront of the laptop and checked my accounts. *as usual--updating* :) and played this game--UNO with keb and shey in FB. we met an aussie player and he was very ethusiastic with our country. i dont know if he was just exaggerating things but i find him kind though. another player was a turkish. i can't forget sherry's question to him--"do you know ylmaz?"; "ylmaz bektas"?. *What's with the question?!* hahahahahaha. sorry shey. :) i can't help but laugh :)) It was a fun game though. :) thanks guys. :)

Off to bed now, first day of class here i come. *eeeerrr*!
xoxo.
malditacath.

fickle minded.

I cant decide between to stay at home or attend CLP (christian living program) at this very minute.we should be at the venue at 3:00pm and it's nearly three o'clock. c'mon cath. think,think,think. Awhile ago, i was already picking clothes from my closet then i felt i just dont want to attend. CERTIFIED FICKLE-MINDED. i still have a few minutes to decide. it's better to be late than NEVER. :)

For this batch of participants, I just attended once for their CLP. and they're in their 8th talk now i guess. *what a shame*. and considering that it is a service for God... and now, im beginning to convince my self to attend the CLP. 4 hours. 4 hours cath. think!! ---- i cant really decide. seriously. :( i'm still a *good* Christian eh?

ok ok. im off to go now. i've decided. I'LL ATTEND. adios.

xoxo.cath.


Saturday, June 13, 2009

first blog ever.

so. im new here in the so called --blogging world. i just decided to make one mainly because of boredom.

first blog ever. atlast after 19 years of existence here on earth, im here to share my life--nursing life, or shall i call them "updates". :) cheesy. YES. haha.

FIRST UPDATE.
hmm. topic-- random thoughts,can't stick to one though. i'm one of the "disorganized" blogger out there. hahaha. disorganized thoughts. ugh. anyway, im currently addicted to the net right now. i have many social network accounts. facebook, friendster, plurk, myspace, tagged, tweeter and tmblr. i just dont know how i manage to remember the usernames i use, but ofcourse i only use one password :) *blush* what's with the blush?! hahaha. :)) IT refers to my crush way way back in HS. ^^ goodluck to those who would bother to guess who he is because i have a bunch of crushes back in HS. anyway enough of the password thingy. i'll just post a blog about him one of these days. :) gossip.gossip.

NEXT. my WELCOME NOTE here. haha.
*i hope i could update my blog writing my UPDATES. haha. For sure, i will have a busy schedule the following days because of the darn thesis.
* wait. how's a welcome note supposed to be? am i doing the right thing? haha. Here it is..WELCOME to the BLOGWORLD. :) that would do i guess. haha :) xoxo.


PS. it's very obvious that I'm a new blogger AEB(as evidenced by) my first post.